February 23rd, 2012
WARNING, SOUL SEARCHING AHEAD. MIGHT BE A DOWNER!
So this is my shadow! ….I think. It’s still very hard to get it right but I listed the bad qualities about myself on the side. I know that I’m a lazy one, so lazy that perhaps I have a fear of failure thus has me just giving up on the spot. I kinda use it as a humorous sense, though… With that in mind, I tend to think that I’m looking in the positive side, that things will always get better, but at times I use that as a bit of a denial that things just won’t. Hiding away from certain problems instead of just facing them. Kinda like a blind optimism, I guess, with some negative points to it. There’s also being selfish XD and very impulsive with my feelings.
Another is probably the worst side of me, or at least the side of me that actually terrifies me a bit. At least it comes once in a blue moon, but still I consider it the Hyde of me. It’s being sadistic. Taking revenge and enjoying every single bit crumble and crack that the person is taking, just craving to tear them apart either slowly or quickly. And once their down, I just lap that fall right up.  LOL oh the crazy. 
TL;DR
My shadow might not be my shadow visually, but the traits behind it scare me. :B

WARNING, SOUL SEARCHING AHEAD. MIGHT BE A DOWNER!

So this is my shadow! ….I think. It’s still very hard to get it right but I listed the bad qualities about myself on the side. I know that I’m a lazy one, so lazy that perhaps I have a fear of failure thus has me just giving up on the spot. I kinda use it as a humorous sense, though… With that in mind, I tend to think that I’m looking in the positive side, that things will always get better, but at times I use that as a bit of a denial that things just won’t. Hiding away from certain problems instead of just facing them. Kinda like a blind optimism, I guess, with some negative points to it. There’s also being selfish XD and very impulsive with my feelings.

Another is probably the worst side of me, or at least the side of me that actually terrifies me a bit. At least it comes once in a blue moon, but still I consider it the Hyde of me. It’s being sadistic. Taking revenge and enjoying every single bit crumble and crack that the person is taking, just craving to tear them apart either slowly or quickly. And once their down, I just lap that fall right up.  LOL oh the crazy. 

TL;DR

My shadow might not be my shadow visually, but the traits behind it scare me. :B

  1. modmad said: OH NO YOU TOO isn’t it interesting? :D But, disquieting… yeah I know that feels bro *pats*
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